Hayley, I ask you for mercy, read it, please. And send me a return if you want. :( That means A LOT to me!

Hey Hayley,

I bet you receive letters all the time, but I don’t want to give up of trying make you read my letter. I know you won’t read, “but we just keep believing”.

I’m going to start telling my history with Paramore and after I’ll get where I want: what’s happening with me recently.

I was a girl that hated Paramore and not supported listen to name: Hayley Williams. Then some friends showed me more about the band and I continued don’t liking of Paramore but I started to see Hayley not as a beautiful person but as a person with a cute personality.

Then one day, I searched on one site of lyrics, lyrics of Paramore for me be sure if I like or not of Paramore. And I found the music “Adore”, that music was THE music for me. The most beautiful music. And after I listened to Another Day, Emergency then I searched more information about the band. And I started to love you after that I saw the video “Emergency Acoustic” where are you, Jason and Josh on street playing. You were 16 or 17.

Paramore didn’t change my life yet, but you had already turned my idol. And I was searching more and more things about the band and I realized that I hated the best thing in the world. Then the guys started to be my idols too.

Came a time that don’t listen to Paramore was a torture. (Still a torture) Paramore became everything to me.

When I’m bad, I listen to Paramore music like a refuge. I play Paramore musics on guitar to calm me too many times.

When I have crappy days, Paramore cans change it.

One day I was really sad, when I sent to you on twitter: “Did you know that everyday I pray for you and I wish a good night for you and I kiss my your poster? You don’t care, I know.” (http://twitter.com/yelyahtruelove/status/59704313647341569)

And you just answered me! You said: “I do! And thank you so much. That means a lot to me.” (http://twitter.com/yelyahwilliams/status/59708391366475776)

Was the best feel. The woman that most inspire me answered me on twitter!

“We’re so far but we’re so closer, that’s why I love the technology”

But this feel passed fast, so fast.

And everyday I cry because I can’t hug you and I never hugged you.

On February, 17^th of this year, I was on SA Tour and thanks God I could stay in front of you, we were so closer. But passed fast too.

I remember when you smiled at me, it was great, but you don’t remember more, I was just one fan in middle of six thousand.

Before of the show, one my friend won the Meet and Greet and couldn’t go, but she gave the ingress for someone else and I cried a lot for this.

It was the best opportunity of my life going out.

Now, here I am, crying, without know when you will come back to Brazil and when I’ll see you or hug you or at least can express personally how much I love you.

Thank you for making my life better just singing.

“You don’t know about my existence, but I exist for you.”

I love you so much! And I’ll keep praying for you, wishing you a good night and kissing my poster of you.

With all the love of the world,

Isadora.

(or @yelyahtruelove or http://paramoreistillaband.tumblr.com)

I’m Brazilian and sorry for my bad english.